Where are the plans we made for two? 

Life sucks when exams just ends today. Waaaay later than anyone else and that's not all. We have no breaks or anything. MT intensive for 2 weeks straight. I know MT O is coming but please. I need my rest, my break. I'm tired of studying honestly. Tired of school. Tired of the drama. Tired of the bitches breathing my air. I feel so tired of everything. Pre-menstrual Syndrome? lol

I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna buck up for MT. My A1 is not even high, it's a just-touch-A1. How the fuck do I improve? Oh my god. Discipline batato, discipline. No more computer till weekends. Hang in there for another 2 weeks! Just another 2 weeks.... haix

I need to motivate myself if no one else will. Piercing my ears with Zawati soon. Double piercing on one of my earlobes perhaps? Been wanting that since sec2 actually hahahaha. Gym sesh this Saturday, I hope i'll be able to run without having any earpiece on, oh no no no T___T Tutti frutti afterwards for sure. Miss those days running on that treadmill hmmm

hey this is crazy, but I like you. hmmm keep calm cos it's just a crush.
x

 You make me happy 

Nowplaying: Jericho - Zhenghua Symphonic Band

What's up! Oh yes yes yes, this feels like the end of examinations already. Well, kinda. Next week's just Chem/Bio MCQ, Art and Sci Practical so basically, I have nothing to worry about! kekeke well maybe just the results le sigh :-(

Anyway, I've been eating so so so so so so much likka big fatass! If i'm not studying, I'll be eating. If i'm not eating, I'll be studying. What the fuckary O: Heading to the gym next week with Amy and the others! Better make sure I run run runnnnn kekeke

Summarize today!

• Lunch with Le chicqas. Every lunch with them is always fun kekeke 
• Met Norita and went over to Glen's house where I attempted getamped! HAHAHA god I manage to beat Norita eh mwahahaha, ok with a little help from glenny! It was so funny seeing Norita die like that HAHAHAHAHA oh shit ^ ^ Hahaha, ok after Os, after Os. 
• Went to the library and met up with Eva too! Short catch up sesh with that preddy senior :-) 
• Bumped into Dinie and Muhaimin - gosh it's been sucha long time! 

Nothing much, but here's something for my dearest sister from another momo:

CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIII CHUA XINRUIIIII 

Shock huh? Old photo from 2 years back!

Okay, saw your blog and well. I know how it feels. Come on, I've been there! But but but but but darling, don't let it bring you down please. You're a strong girl, with a cute personality and a preddy face. There's other girls who envy you for your looks and your talent and strong passion for music. Come on, why let that little retard bring you down?! Well yes, it hurts when you first think about it. But, SO WHAT? I think you're  beautiful ah ruiiii, a beautiful girl with a beautiful heart. Don't let what she say take over what you think of yourself okay? You know you're pretty! Everyone does! Come on, it's chua xinrui we're talking about. The girl who's gonna live her damn dream and show it to the people who fucking laugh at you for having that one small part! (yknow what I'm talking about right?) You're a strong girl hun. Look at how much you've grown?! Damn I love you so be strong darling. xx

'For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it'

xoxo

p/s: This is crazy, but I miss band and those long and hot practices.

Being a human is so tiring, let's be an owl 

Hey there! Oh sorry for the lack of updates, to whoever you are reading this blog. So anyway, a hectic week awaits. My gosh, so many exams. All I do is eat study eat study! I'm so sick of studying already. 6 hours of Chemistry and I still don't think I'm prepared. At all. Le sigh. 

So anyway, I had an awesome day yesterday with my Xinrehhhhh. God she's so sweet for accompanying me to the band concert by MYWO eventhough she felt awkward and all. Anyway both of us were checking out the boys in the concert hall and those in the band HAHAHA oh snap. God, there's like 2 cute clarinetist and one of the percussionist like hotstuff only when he's playing on the instrument. Ah maybe I just think percussionists are major turn ons kekeke *.* 

Oh yes, also I had my tutti frutti and it's nom nom nom (Y) The chocolote flavour is the best ah mmmdap! ^_^ 

So anyway, the concert was really good! Daebak mwehehe \m/ Ah, I especially like the song that goes like this, turut tetetet teret tetetet teret tetetet teret tetetet HAHAHA ok singing on my own. I forgot the name of the song, hehehe! 

Oh and went to catch up with Jessica, Norita & Felicia! Oh god, it's been sucha long time since the 4 of us went out together. Miss those days after band... :') Good times baby, good times! 

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YAY TUTTI FRUTTI. God, i'd love to go on froyo dates :-) 

 Around The World by Mus'Art Youth Wind Orchestra  

 Pocky for a hungry gurl nom nom nom 

 AH ZAKIR MY BOYFRIEND FOR THE DAY. Gosh, we both really looked like a couple right? Hahaha more like siblings. 

 With Darrel and Jocelyn.

 Joni the bird! Students' Council for the win kekeke 

 Haiya this blackberry kueh pao again.............. HAHA yes yes this is glenson. 

  So I thank these people for my memories in band. ‏

xoxo

Nowplaying - Forever & Always by Parachute 

God, this song is so, beautiful. :') Kinda reminds me of..... :-(

 I've been dying to tell you how much I missed you. Those random thoughts that run through my head like "should I whatsapp him tonight? Should I smile when I see him? Should I add him back in facebook? Should I follow him on twitter?"

As he says, I love you forever forever and always, please just remember even if I'm not there. I'll always love you, forever and always 


Keep calm and move on.
xoxo

KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON. 

Hey homies wazzzup! :-) I had a gr8 Saturday with Le chiqcas kekeke =^~^= 

Firstly, the four of us got free candyfloss from Junction 10! Apparently it's their grand opening but there weren't much people. So here's 4 happy gurls with our awesome candyfloss mwehehehe nom nom nom... 

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Head our way to J.Co Donuts to study but....

Tumblr gurls? 

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HAHAHAHA YOU'VE BEEN MEMEFIED!!!!! 

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:-)7 

Hey, it's me iMan wakakakaka ❀

So anyway, another awesome day with my gurls! Next study sesh is next Tuesday! Haixxxx, hope the 4 of us can motivate each other kekekekeke. :-) So anyway, video log of the day!!!!!!!

Alright, ciaosu!
xoxo

p/s: Shall upload our lipsync sesh vids some other time! 8)

"Ask yourself this question: Will this matter a year from now?" 

Hello there beautiful people! Sorry for not updating frequently because I preddy much screw my notebook up and therefore I'm stuck with using my parent's lappy = I can only use it once in awhile :-( & partly cos I'm just being me = lazyyyyy kekekeke!

So let's talk about today - The Final Investiture 2012.

Wow, tell me about it. Time really flies when you're having lots of fun. I've never regretted joining the Student Council Board in year 2009 and serving the school. I was surprised by how committed I was being a student leader. Plus, it helps me increase my chances of getting 2 bonus points in my CCA certificate mwahahaha ^~^

Anyway, I'll never forget those memories and friendship I've made in Council. Organizing of events, camps, cheers, tonning session, everything. I'm really gonna miss Council alot because it played an important part in my 4 years in Zhenghua kekeke.

Anyway, congratulations to my beloved Sheryl and Marcus for being the President and V.President of SC 2012! Ahhh, was hugging Sheryl when I think she said something like "Batrisyia, I've made you proud. Thank you for your guidance!" - erm, well, something like that. Still! I was touched by whatever she said :') Ahhhh, luv these kids.

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God, look at my boyfriend. Hot like shit, ah luvyou sayang alahai manisnya me kekeke *wink wink* ♡

my gurls xx 

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Anyway, shaped my eyebrows today. Hmmm, I think I look better? Well, it doesn't matter what they say right?

HAHA oh yesyes, a few days ago glenson sho manis coz he blogged about me! So here's me being a manis junior and featuring him in another of my blogpost kekekeke! Awwww aren't I the sweetest?! Oh, I know right *.*

Awww, manis eh this glenny guy? For once t(-_-t) mwehehe kidding bro! 

Okay, tummy ache nowwwww. Somebody sing me a lullaby and soothe my belly hahahahaha e to the double ew.

Nights!
xoxo

nowplaying: Colours of the Rainbow  ^ ^

Someone motivate me to study plxxxxx :-(